Same shit, different day, bigger pile
I stole the title of this post from Rich. Well, actually he said I could borrow it. Bonus. :)
Anyway, it pretty much sums up how I've been feeling lately. I have all this crap to get done, and I've just been so unmotivated to get any of it done. It just keeps piling up. I guess I haven't been too worried because deep down, I know it will all get done. It has to.
What's crazy is that some of the things on my to-do list are things that under normal circumstances I love to do. But for some strange reason when something turns into a have to-do instead of a want to-do, I lack motivation.
About an hour ago, I discovered I forgot a friends birthday on Monday. And another one today. Geez, I feel horrible. To top it off they are husband and wife. Double whammy. I don't even know if he reads this thing. But just in case... Sorry Daniel.
I've sort of been slacking in the phone call department, too. I like to talk, big surprise, but I haven't been returning phone calls lately. It's mostly due to laziness. Sorry. The phone will ring and if I don't get to it before the machine picks up....I think to myself....I'll just check the message later and call back. Well, I get started doing other things and before I know it I have 10 messages to check and then feel too lazy to go through them all. Or when I remember to call someone back it's too late and I think I don't want to bother them. My cell phone has been on silent for days....so that explains why I haven't picked it up. My other excuse is I keep it in my purse all the time, so I usually don't hear it ring. I have a gazillion emails to go through. My inbox looks crazy. I 'm tempted to just delete them all, but I won't because I might miss something good.
Despite all of this, I've been having a pretty good time lately. Procrastinating can be quite fun. I never knew that abandoning all responsiblity for a week could be so refreshing. I've been listening to good music, trying some new alcohol combinations (Vodka w/apple pucker= delicious, Vodka w/cherry pucker=cough syrup, not so good), searched the entire internet, & even learned a little html. But tomorrow it's back to the real world. Wish me luck.
Anyway, it pretty much sums up how I've been feeling lately. I have all this crap to get done, and I've just been so unmotivated to get any of it done. It just keeps piling up. I guess I haven't been too worried because deep down, I know it will all get done. It has to.
What's crazy is that some of the things on my to-do list are things that under normal circumstances I love to do. But for some strange reason when something turns into a have to-do instead of a want to-do, I lack motivation.
About an hour ago, I discovered I forgot a friends birthday on Monday. And another one today. Geez, I feel horrible. To top it off they are husband and wife. Double whammy. I don't even know if he reads this thing. But just in case... Sorry Daniel.
I've sort of been slacking in the phone call department, too. I like to talk, big surprise, but I haven't been returning phone calls lately. It's mostly due to laziness. Sorry. The phone will ring and if I don't get to it before the machine picks up....I think to myself....I'll just check the message later and call back. Well, I get started doing other things and before I know it I have 10 messages to check and then feel too lazy to go through them all. Or when I remember to call someone back it's too late and I think I don't want to bother them. My cell phone has been on silent for days....so that explains why I haven't picked it up. My other excuse is I keep it in my purse all the time, so I usually don't hear it ring. I have a gazillion emails to go through. My inbox looks crazy. I 'm tempted to just delete them all, but I won't because I might miss something good.
Despite all of this, I've been having a pretty good time lately. Procrastinating can be quite fun. I never knew that abandoning all responsiblity for a week could be so refreshing. I've been listening to good music, trying some new alcohol combinations (Vodka w/apple pucker= delicious, Vodka w/cherry pucker=cough syrup, not so good), searched the entire internet, & even learned a little html. But tomorrow it's back to the real world. Wish me luck.
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